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One Last Goodbye

by NYXZ

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1.
In Silence, There Is Beauty 04:40
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Take my hand I promise you everything will be just fine Burdens weigh you down They weigh me down too There's beauty to be found In silent words and sounds There's pain to be found In memories buried in the ground Don't forget I'll always be here for you Don't forget the world is against me and you Close your eyes Close your eyes I won't hurt you Don't be scared You will be okay I will be okay I won't hurt you Don't be scared I'm sorry I'm sorry
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To Be Perceived 05:24
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Don't look I'm scared that you will see me Naked and afraid To be perceived Don't look I have to hide my demons Does it make you scared To be perceived Every day Every day It won't go away Don't speak If you let them know you Eventually they leave you All alone Don't speak It's best to keep it inside Away from prying eyes All alone
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[and so you descend into the abyss] 01:03
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A Grave To Bury Me Inside 05:43
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A wall begins to crumble What lays on the other side My heart, lost among the rubble Too far away to see the light Push me to the knife I'll walk along the fine line Never stop to think if this safe for me, no You don't wanna see my bad side Bet you're feeling safe, right? Know I keep it all together so so well, I I cry myself to sleep Lonely, waiting for you Why won't you help me Do what you need to do Before I push you all away Don't stop, we're not done digging A grave to bury me inside Don't look, you might see my tears Not like you would even try Can't sleep anymore Can you see what I fight You don't even care if this is safe for me, no You don't want to see my good side Bet you're feeling great, right? Tearing me to pieces, I guess oh, oh well, I
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[everdarkness] 00:52
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CATASTROPHISM 05:31
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I'm the reaper here Nothing could hurt this bad Give you all my fears Bury them deep in my head Tender with my care Watching them grow to the sky Raining every day Letting them fill my mind BLOOD They won't stop until my BLOOD Is washed away BLOOD Falling from me BLOOD Don't let go Falling, through the everdarkness Save me from myself Save me from the ones who seek me harm You are poison in my veins The feeling that won't go away, go away You're a knife within my heart Carving through my soul, please stay away, stay away I'm the killer, you're the pawn I'll surrender myself all the way, all the way It's out of control Break me down and tear me apart Show me what it's like to live in fear of feeling anything at all Water filling up my veins But still the pain won't go away Fleeting, a light I can't remember Guiding me to nowhere Telling me that I won't be okay
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[your purity will not be forgotten] 03:33
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Underneath Buried in the dark Lost to me I don't even remember who you are Can you feel the fear inside you Left your bones under the moon Go away I don't want you here anymore Don't stay Try to find your peace in your new home Listening I can hear you breathe Haunting me Every step I'm breaking It had to be this way I'm sorry my dear I had to kill the part of me that makes me fear No, don't cry I promise you it hurts me more than you Oh, my light Is this what I really had to do
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Poison 04:27
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Step into the light Feeling satisfied What's done in the dark Never comes to mind I'm losing sleep again I'm scared when I breathe in Poison fills my lungs And I kinda like it Thought I was your bane Tear you down again I guess you were mine Don't know where I've been Lost inside a void of my design When I breathe in, I guess it's fine if Tearing through my veins Bleeding all the same Filling up your heart Dead before you start
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Flowers For My Grave 04:49
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I'm so lonely Why is that so hard to see Can't you feel it too Nesting inside of your Mind, let me down slow Don't let me wake up Gathering flowers for my grave I hope I don't wake up Breathing, letting the dirt fill my lungs Screaming, speaking in foreign tongues Clip off my wings Leave me defenseless Don't you want to see The angel that falls from the Sky, laugh as they weep Tell me it's nothing too deep Pick up your chains Carry them to your grave
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Regret 03:36
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I dreamed I got the light that I was chasing I felt so real, it felt so clear I dreamed I fell apart before I woke up It falls away, I can't say I didn't see this coming I never thought I'd hate myself more I stand corrected I tried to grow but I'm left alone Feel them gnawing at me Feel the weight of my mistakes Fearing what I'm feeling I guess I'll push you away I regret it all
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[the weight of my mistakes] 01:20
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Forsaken Faith 05:04
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On my knees, I'm praying for you Answer me In my sleep I still see you Come back to me Death won't do us part Unless I part us first I was blinded by the feeling I could save you Over from the start It's not your fault my dear You should have stayed away, stayed away Forsaken
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Does The World Weigh More When I'm Awake 04:20
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Does the world weigh more when I'm awake Cracks begin to form inside my frame Losing all my sleep as I'm watching everything Slip away from where I am and leaving me with a dream But it turns to something terrible as I fall apart Questioning everything, don't know when I should start to breathe In and out, in and out, keep it under control Or lose a part of my soul, another day and I hold On to what's burning me but I could never let it go Fear of the unknown's got me feeling like I don't have control Don't leave me here, I'm drowning, falling Waiting, crying, sleepless, dying I'll disappear beneath my burdens Fractured, broken, I'm done trying End before it starts so I can have a chance to breathe But I know it's all a lie I made to take back everything I regret my mistakes, they weigh heavy on my soul But regret doesn't bring you back, I wish it was hard to see Not again, not again, now you come for my soul What little is left, now I'll never be whole This is all my fault, this all my fault Can you hear as I cry, or will you never even know Come back to me, I'm drowning, falling Waiting, crying, sleepless, dying You disappeared beneath my burdens Fractured, broken, your goodbye Don't leave me here, I'm drowning, falling Waiting, crying, sleepless, dying I'll disappear beneath your burdens Fractured, broken, my goodbye
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One Last Goodbye 06:06
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On that night you were alone Crying out, I left you to fall Breathing in, one last goodbye Cleanse my sin, if only I could try I dream of flying away Leave this wretched world behind Nothing's left, nothing's left Without you, my light Acting on impulse I thought that I could fix the world but I Was too confused and blinded by your beauty And your death is haunting me Promises we made but now are broken in the dirt you're lying under I'm so sorry, I wish I could take it back If only I could see But now you're gone Come back please, my beautiful fawn The silence torments me What is left, what is left Without you, my baby Took your hand, and held it in mine My heart breaks, but you know I lie Gone too soon, let you down slow Regrets bloom, and now I know
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[and this, my dear, is the world i feared for you] 05:16
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Isn't this exactly what I told you would happen Isn't it something bad, far too harsh for you Losing it, lost inside, buried deep away Don't come back, don't forget I did this to protect you Digging deeper, lifeless sleeper Holding nothing, waiting for something Sleepless yet again Watching you pretend I wish that I could say It's not too late Rain is falling You are calling Out in fear, but It's too late I'm scared of you I can't bear to face the things that I have done The things that I intended to do Don't look at me Leave me here to be alone without a light Alone without a light

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released April 8, 2022

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